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It's not Murphy's Law, and Its not Karma.
It's not learning from all our past mistakes
The emotions we hide and the ones that we fake
I never saw how anyone could be so in love with you
what do I know of Love?
I've spent more nights alone that you will ever know
So who am I to judge?
and I don't know why we do this to ourselves
Repeating our mistakes, expecting different outcomes
we're not insane, I think we're just to hopefull
or scared.
You've taught me that I shut people out
because I'm embarrassed of my own self doubt
how do you go on through so much pain
knowing your problems wont go away
it takes strength I don't know
or weakness I'll never show
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I can't fall asleep
I just lay here freaking out until I pass out or just go numb
Cuz these debts keep piling up it makes me want to throw up
just thinking of this god damn routine
and how hard it is to break, my biggest mistake
how many months how many years will pay this debt off?
I dream of faking my own death, getting the fuck out of here
a place like Montana, where the sky is big and clear
they say that you can't run from you're problems
but if they want me they can come and find
cuz I'm getting the fuck out of here.
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This hole isn't so deep,I think I can get out
I know that I let you down, but I could really use you're help
and if we make it out of here alive
I swear to God I'll kill that bastard or at least I'll try
and if my arms aren't met by yours
at least I wont fucking die alone
I can't really ask for more
I'm in over my head but hey at least we're eye to eye
Theres something funny about you can't deny
now all that I can do is smile
close my eyes await the trial
so whats it gonna be?
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I've been a bitter lonely asshole for the last three years
projecting my self hate on everyone around, hiding from all my fears
my personalities bulimic I binge and purge this bullshit attitude
when the fuck did I become so worthless? dug my own grave at 22
Now I'm trying to believe in something
because when I believed in nothing
that nothing kept following me
I tried so hard to get away
but that nothing kept following me
Got this temptation this morning
to just eat everything in site
drink all the liquor take all the pills
smoke my last bowl and say good night
but this time I'll be stonger
I'm sorry I didn't know that sadness, was abnormal
excuse me, but am I alone and the only one who thinks that
we all could be so much better, more headstrong, and happy?
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Fuck Fire
03:03
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You can't burn down an idea a dream or inspriation
so let the fire blaze and let this loss not be our end
whats yet to be created will be my restoration
let the rythm lead each step until we find our way
thousands of shouting voices but I can only hear one
whispering in my ear telling me that I'm the only one
who knows whats best for me and don't just give up
when all fingers are pointing in different directions
sent spinning in ciricles with the best of intentions
I must see through the bullshit and follow my head
with eyes so far down the road tripping in holes
you already know
looking back now just feels so wrong must use my head
before its fucking gone
and still that voice rings in my head
anticipating what comes next with no remorse for what comes after
getting caught up in the world wont make the world spin faster
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I've gone astray in this sea of constant doubt
the loss of the map sent me down a different route
when I look to the stars to find my way home
I find an absence of passion where ever I roam
and as the waves crash down as I row to the shore
I've got this lingering question why I try anymore
when it so easy to close my eyes and fall asleep
at the bottom of the ocean I'll find the answers that I seek
like why my heart is so tired, my lungs are too weak
and these negative words are all that I can speak
theres just no good reason and its tearing me apart
I'm so sick of searching and fucking tired of new starts
I think I see land off in the distance
I hope its not just in my head
Maybe its somewhere new and different
Maybe I'll just wake up in my bed
so sad that none of this was real
so lucid I can almost feel the waves on my face
Please understand why this dream is so beautiful
its enough for me to dive right in
I'll wake every day to chase you forever
you''re my horizon
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